Stay

I’m sorry your love didn’t last.

Been a month since I last posted, eh? Yea. Tiring month. Had a lot of thinking going on recently, like if things are what they seem to be, or if it’s worth it, or am I doing things right. But you know, we can’t decide too early sometimes, and most of the time, we shouldn’t even decide if it’s worth it or if it’s right, things like that are just not up to us to decide sometimes cause we never know what’s the future like. “Is the world REALLY going to end?” “Am I going to be a good parent?” “Is this sum of money enough to last me til the end?” “Is this the person I’m going to grow old with?” And the list goes on. Don’t worry about the future, don’t live in the past. Live now, and only now. Yes, yes!, easy to say. Haha. I definitely don’t live in the past (not as much at least) but I have to admit, I worry too much about the future sometimes. :)

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Now playing, Good Charlotte’s The Truth.
“I want the truth from you,
Give me the truth, even if it hurts me.”
The truth definitely is going to hurt sometimes, but again, I’d rather be hurt with the truth than to live a life wondering what is the truth.

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I will never understand how some people can say, “I’ll come back once I’m done with her”, go to the other girl and say, “I’ve made up my mind, I’ll never leave you.” Will someone please, just please enlighten me? I’m curious, I just want to understand. I am still a little confused with this matter.

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Just a song I’d like to share.

“I've given you my best, why does she get the best of you?”

This song is about a girl who is a third party in a marriage. He keeps telling her that there will come a time where he will leave his spouse and forever be with her. But she doubts his words. She is tired of being lied to, being alone, being used and waiting to see him again. She basically just wants him to make a decision. So here it is! Stay by Sugarland. Click here for the lyrics.

“It's too much pain to have to bear to love a man you have to share.” I ‘m sure it hurts.

By the way, although I really dislikehatedespise the idea of cheating, or an unfaithful relationship but this song absolutely makes me sad. You know how the idea of “the other party” is always wrong? Yea. Well, sometimes, it isn’t, the guy didn’t have to lie to her… And keep telling her he’ll leave his wife. He didn’t need to give her hope. He could’ve just ended the relationship or leave his wife. We can’t always get the best of both worlds. And we obviously won’t want to share the things we love, what more the person we love.